I swear now I'll still make this perfect (callingat3am) wrote in pengoonies,
I swear now I'll still make this perfect
callingat3am
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Here's some stuff.... that I've written.. haha you know the drill!


I'm Trying
The days all go slowly
I can't even see
Why's it dark outside?
I hear a certain noise
Something I can't avoid
I can't get enough.

You're voice is kind of addicting
So new and never conflicting
It makes me smile when I need it
I guess I'm falling in really deep
You're not too much for me
So look and see that I'm trying.

The ringings just bells
Can you even tell
That I'll never know
My minds full at night of lots of thoughts of you
But I wont admit it to myself
Then I wont seem insane.


You're voice is kind of addicting
So new and never conflicting
It makes me smile when I need it
I guess I'm falling in really deep
You're not too much for me
So look and see that I'm trying.

Do you remember when we first met?
Looking up at all the stars at night
Musics ringing loudly in my ears
But I never want it to go away.



***


Turn This Around
Thinking everything will be okay
But then I start thinking of it all again
And I know its not good
I just want to forget about this
And think if there was ever any bliss
I know there must have been.

I need to turn this around.

I wont let you control me
Your emotions never show
You said it was the end
But why I know I'll never know
But even if you told me
I wouldn't believe you
'Cos you don't know either.

I place my feet back on the ground
But I will still look around
And I know it will never change
I wish I could feel right about this
But it makes it impossible when you don't give a shit
About how I feel inside.

I need to turn this around.

I wont let you control me
Your emotions never show
You said it was the end
But why I know I'll never know
But even if you told me
I wouldn't believe you
'Cos you don't know either.

I thought you would save me
Instead you pushed me further away
I don't know if you know
But I'll always be better
I don't want to cry
I keep it all inside
'Cos I'm better then you.


***


Help Me Belong
Hold me close, hold me near
And whisper in my ear
That's a dream that I keep on having
Look at you,look at me
We could be a perfect pair
Listen to me and I'll
Show you someday.

But you need to know
That I'm really slow
When my feelings are strong
I need you to guide me
And this is why.

Everytime I tell a guy that I like him
He shoots me down like I'm a blazing flame
I wish I knew you were on my side
But I feel I have to hide
Help me belong.

Look at you, look at me
We're the age where you should see
That theres more then just slutty
And pay attention to my love of music and all the things that I've read
But we need to get past that instead.

But you need to know
That I'm really slow
When my feelings are strong
I need you to guide me
And this is why.

Everytime I tell a guy that I like him
He shoots me down like I'm a blazing flame
I wish I knew you were on my side
But I feel I have to hide
Help me belong.



***


I'm Sure
The wasted timeI spent on you I'll never get back
I don't believe in regrets but why'd you have to mess me around
And I told you openly how I felt and it tore me up
And you turned around and got close to her I've had enough.

You don't even care
Now I'm sure
I should have left you alone
If I close my eyes I'll probably cry
I can't even say the words I want because you wont hear the door
You're not sorry, I'm sure.

I should have always trusted myself and never let you know
We would have still been friends even now
I know for sure
But you had to be a jerk and leave me in the bright sunshine
All alone
And I know I still shouldn't care
I should close the door.

You don't even care
Now I'm sure
I should have left you alone
If I close my eyes I'll probably cry
I can't even say the words I want because you wont hear the door
You're not sorry, I'm sure.

Sitting all alone and thinking things will never change
I should just say goodbye and walk away from yesterday.

You don't even care
Now I'm sure
I should have left you alone
If I close my eyes I'll probably cry
I can't even say the words I want because you wont hear the door
You're not sorry, I'm sure.


***


Write it Instead
Hey Christopher
I know thats not what you prefer, but I refuse to call you something else
And if you ever knew now what I think of you, you'd probably fall over instead
I used to like you I don't know if you care
But look away and now I'm not standing there
And Christopher you really had me fooled you should be crying all alone.

Your looks must get every girl just like me
But now you've changed my mind so
Now you're a jerk and I hope that someday you know what you put me through this summer
But I'll write it instead.

Oh Christopher I now know that you're with her so don't hold it above my head
The clouds are gone and the sky is clear I finally know the truth
You still give me the feeling you might like me
But I'm not crazy to fall for that again
Hmmm Christopher just so you know I'm not that insane.

Your looks must get every girl just like me
But now you've changed my mind so
Now you're a jerk and I hope that someday you know what you put me through this summer
But I'll write it instead.

I bet you wonder why
I don't waste my time
Being around you anymore
But it's funny how you
Never cared and
Now you wonder why.

So Christopher I'd ask you why you chose her but you don't even know the truth
And maybe one day she'll become as confused as I was over you.


***


See You
Oh, I just wish you could whisper softly
In my ear, the words I want to hear
Tell me, tell me how come I can't resist
Time to see you, see you.

I wanna see you quietly
Crowded rooms are history
Why can't you sing to only me
Look in my eyes sincerely
I'm gonna get you if I keep smiling, oh yeah.

Hey you, are you missing
Me yet anyway?
I want to tell you softly, softly
What you are meant to say
Mistletoe wont help us anyway
It'll happen, when it's meant to.


I wanna see you quietly
Crowded rooms are history
Why can't you sing to only me
Look in my eyes sincerely
I'm gonna get you if I keep smiling, oh yeah.
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